Chapter 2: HRT Week 2

HRT Day 8: 2nd of December 09

there is something i want to share..since i'm on HRT i do feel that i be more happier..and i also happy that erection is very soft..cant get hard and cannot maintain anymore..so i can expect sooner or later erection will be totally none..^^
oh and purposely make erection is very hard..like lost connection to it..so this is what some articles says "sexual intercourse" will be near impossible

there is something i notice 3 days ago, once a while there is some unexplainable feeling for both of my testicle..like "they" are working something..this feeling is new to me

ok..something new feeling coming up..i feel that both of my testicle are weak...i never had this feeling before..

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HRT Day 9: 3rd of December 2009

so far i found out my testicles size is getting smaller, i think the unexplainable feeling i mention above..is make my testicle smaller...this feeling is the first wave..so fast today is day 9 for me..and tomorrow is Day 10 yay..which means i will visit my doctor again and get estrogen injection...very excited and nervous..i do not know what will happen after i get injection

i think the reason my testicles getting smaller...i think the estrogen is damaging it..i feel that a bit like someone punch/kick to it...

ok..last update..my brain start to change d..means the way i speak and how i express is changing....

for DAY 10: update will only be done after 8pm..tomorrow 80% of time is @ KL means not infront of PC..

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HRT Day 10: 4th December

injection delay til monday..sad

luckily doctor did told me that..call to clinic first before going there, so will know the doctor is on duty or not..

so i will update for DAY 10....another effect have arise...like i become more stupid...for examples: (driving)

1) i know the road there not enough space for U-turn, then i suddenly go there n U-turn....i only notice after i doing that..

2) for tol...i know i'm in cash lane...about my turn..i go took out my touch n go....then i notice on the spot and change to pay by cash...

above mention is i never do that before...after HRT my brain start to think another way...and the way i speak is changing...all those is out of my control....

and so far Day 10...alrdy so many effect happen to me and faster than i thought...the most noticeable will be male side..erection have drop till 10%..cannot maintain and cannot have "sexual intercourse"..even rection occur only a while less than 10 seconds and lost erection and is soft type..this is what i wanted to get the results..so when i cross dressing panties will be more comfortable....

and for my skin is start to get softer...only thing is body shape and weight not much changes.. and estrogen injection i get on Monday is a booster to let my body respond and react..so hopefully there will be some changes that i notice..so i think that's for day 10 and what i want to share with you all..^^

on Monday after injection will update details..like changes..feeling..etc so end of Day 10 ^^

additional..just now i did another mistake again..my brain really changing the way i think...now i become what chinese ppl say "Big prawn head"

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HRT Day 11: 5th December 2009

i just make a research and found out, my brain will slowly change to female side..which is how female thinks..and cant be control..so symptom i mention above is showing my brain changing...and i really wanted to get estrogen injection....and wanted to know the changes, becoz i cannot really find out the answer from the internet...

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HRT Day 12: 6th December 2009

today really nothing special..only feel tired..thats all

and...tomorrow get injection...haha ^^! abit scared

and i also find out something...like when singing with high pitch..normally i dont think i can sing the song in high pitch...but during HRT when i sing the song i found out i able to sing with high pitch...i not sure whether is the effect of estrogen...

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HRT Day 13: 7th December 2009

later will visit the doctor to get injection, before that have to call there and confirm with the clinic..delay again...til tomorrow.. =.=!

if continue delay i might need to look for another doctor...

ok i have make a appointment with the doctor around 12pm so should be ok...hopefully

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HRT Day 14: 8th December 2009

so later i will visit doctor and get a injection...wish me luck ..update will be done after that..and i i'm back injection successfully..and also ask some question..and price quite cheap...injection + 21 tablet pills = RM 55...and injection is from butt one...dont feel like pain..just slightly pain from the butt there..so anything will update here..stay tunes..ohh and doctor say next time visit will use another type...so make it efficient

after a while i start to feel dizzy...and sad things is i still need to work...so no choice...after few hours like 5pm the dizzy not so heavy..but feel like wan to rest..